Lifefuel Update 3

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OH. MY. FUCKING. GOD.

I did it.

I have now officially ascended.

One month. One whole fucking month, it took for me to finally jump in bed with this girl. But it was well worth the wait.

I don't know how I'm going to start this, but I'm going to try to recall every detail of this experience as best I possibly can.

At first, I couldn't actually get any decent sleep before the start of this day, I was pretty much up all night just thinking about her. Thinking about all sorts of things that I should do or say to make this the best day ever, for both of us. Until my brain just eventually shut down. When my alarm went off I noticed that I had only slept for 2 hours, but somehow I was not tired at all, quite the opposite, I was fucking pumped. I flossed, brushed my teeth, then took a long shower just to make sure that I was as clean as I could possibly get, also washed my cock and shaved my balls very thoroughly. I skipped breakfast and just told my parents that I was "going to hang out with my friend" anyway, and that I was going to eat there. No problem, dad gave me the keys as always, and told me to drive very safe since it was raining very heavily outside.

This was pretty much the only thing that sucked about this day, I'm very autistic when it comes to raincoats cause I fucking hate wearing them, so I got pretty much soaked from top to bottom before I could even get to the car. But I didn't give a single fuck, I just drove the fuck out of the garage like a maniac and then pushed easily over 100 km/h during the journey to her place.

I parked, paid for it, then ran as fast as I could to her apartment.

She already gave me the code to open the port over text. So I just used the code, opened the door and literally jumped up the stairs to her door and rang on the bell.
While waiting for her I just tried to calm myself down as much as I could. When she opened the door, she was visibly full of glee and gave me the cutest smile she has ever given me yet, right before she hugged me. As I entered the apartment and was about to take my shoes off, she gave a comment that got me instantly hard. "Damn you sure got soaked out there, you should've told me that before I hugged you, but I guess it doesn't matter since I will probably take my shirt off soon anyway". I fucking chuckled nervously after that, like a complete fucking dork.

After I took my shoes off, I tried to face her and look after a kiss. But she instantly interrupted my move and took my hand to lead me to her room instead. That moment felt a bit emasculating, since I pretty much got initiative-mogged by a small 160 cm tall teen, lol. But it was most likely not intentional, since she did it in a very natural and playful way.

She closed the door as I took off my soaked cap and sweater, and laid them on her desktop-chair. She was sitting on her bed, waiting for me. I sat down with her and we started making out, it was fucking incredible, way more passionate than the first time we kissed, we stroked eachothers faces and hair as we kissed very deeply. I tried really hard to restrain myself from doing really bold moves, but eventually I couldn't any longer, I started feeling up her asscheeks and tits. At that point I could feel how she started shaking like crazy, but luckily she showed very little signs of resistance. After a few minutes, I noticed how both of us started getting more comfortable and aroused, especially her. She started feeling up my whole upper body. My back, my arms, my chest, my abs, everything. It was fucking weird, she'd been pretty nervous all this time, but now she started being a real slut. She eventually asked me to take my tank-top off, and so I did.

And from there, everything else went off like a rocket. It felt like it happened way too fast, tbh. But I guess that's what happens when you're having the best time of your life, really. It hurts for me to say this, since I know this could hurt a lot of you escortcels out there very deeply. But I have to be honest. As having been an escortcel before, and even losing my virginity to an escort, I can honestly say that no escort in the whole fucking world can come even close to give you an experience like this. An experience of complete passion, and true love, without any sort of ulterior motives from both involved. I don't know how else I could possibly explain this. Anyway, moving on.

Now I was having her small little hands vigorously feeling up my body. This felt so fucking good, I can't really explain how good this felt, you just have to experience it by yourself to truly know how fucking good it feels to have a small foid feel up your upper body.

This got me so hard that I eventually just unplugged my belt and took down my pants. She recoiled at first and gasped with both her hands on her mouth. This moment was a bit awkward since she was just sitting there, far away from me, looking at my cock with a face of uncertainty. It almost felt like it was about to end at that point, but it was too late to give up now, so I started to comfort her by acting playful. I said "this is mister cock, he's not going to hurt you! He just wants to be loved! Touch him, and watch him grow!" as I was autistically flexing my cock with the rythm of the words. I honestly felt like such a faggot for doing that, but it was the best I could come up with at that moment. But it worked. She started giggling her ass off, it was so fucking adorable.

She eventually got more relaxed, and slowly started to touch it. At that moment it was extremely obvious that she was in fact a virgin, she barely knew what she was doing. At first she started stroking it with the tips of her fingers, I had to tell her to not be afraid of using a full grip. And when she finally did, she did it in a very mechanical way and was gripping it too hard. I got annoyed, and started demonstrating it to her as I explained that she's supposed to stroke it with the form of its shape, not against it. It took some time, but she eventually started to get the hang of it.

God I wish I took a snapshot of her small hands stroking my cock, it looked so glorious. My cock is not that big by any means, as it only reaches to about 15.5 cm at most. But it looked like a monster when it was being held by her tiny hands.

I just laid back on the bed and closed my eyes, trying to enjoy every second of that handjob. Then, suddenly I could feel it on my cock how she was really getting into it. When I squinted my eyes on her face, I started noticing how she couldn't stop staring at it, and that her mouth was slightly open.

At that moment I just smiled, closed my eyes again and told myself inside my head "she's going to blow me, she's going to blow me" over and over again.
And then it happened, she laid herself on her side, on top of my stomach, and started sucking the tip gently. I collected all her hair with my hands and formed a ponytail. I had a nice, firm grip on it and used it to control the rhythm of the bj.

She was really getting into it and started almost reaching pro-level after about 10 minutes of sucking. lol. It was fucking surreal. It really felt like I was grooming a high-tier slut at that point. I had a hard time deciding wether to cum in her mouth, or to start banging her instead, but I soon found out my priorities right before I got too close. I stopped her, stood up and took off the rest of my clothes. Then I proceeded to undress her, starting with her T-shirt. She was wearing no bra, so I unveiled her small but adorable set of tits, I just couldn't help but touch them for a minute, before continuing with the undressing. I took off her shorts, and surprise surprise, no panties. She saw how aroused I became when she surprised me with her clean, shaven pussy, so she laid herself down on missionary position while looking and smiling at me.

I didn't care to take her socks off as I immediately jumped on the bed, on my knees and took position. She asked me if I was sure that it's safe to fuck without condoms. I really didn't want to cuck myself and lose my only chance of ever having raw, unprotected sex with a teen by saying no, so I just lied and said "don't worry, I've done this before with many girls". She just smiled, and said "ok".

I prodded her pussy with the tip for a couple of minutes, getting all her juices out, and holy fuck the smell was absolutely marvelous, I've never smelt something like that from any whore. The smell itself made me even more aroused than I already was. It's as if that smell signalled something to my brain, that she's in her absolute prime of reproductiveness or something. I then started to penetrate her, and holy shit, she was reaaally fucking tight.

As much as I wanted to fuck her to death, I just couldn't. The tightness of her pussy just made it practically impossible, as it was both hurting my cock and hurting her as well. Her moans were out of this world, for the first time ever in my whole life I was now actually GIVING PLEASURE to a girl, not just receiving pleasure and given fake moans like with all the whores I've been with.

Her moans were seriously contagious. So contagious that it made me moan as well, not just because of her pussy, but because it also felt so good to make HER feel good. It's hard to explain. But it was seriously the most beautiful experience I've ever had.

Her whole room slowly started to smell of her pussy, and when I looked down on my cock, surely it was completely covered and glistening with her juice.

I don't know exactly how long I actually lasted with her, but I'm guessing that it couldn't have been more than an hour.

Everything eventually just became too much for me, especially since I suffer from sensory overload because of my mild autism.

The smell of her hair, her silky smooth skin, her tight, juicy pussy, her moans, the smell of her cunt, the creaking of the bed. It was too much.

So at the end, I stood up on my knees, pulled out and shot the biggest load I have ever shot in my entire life. I seriously came so fucking hard that my cock made a fucking splurt sound with each cumshot. It was brutal. My balls were hurting for hours after that.

Not much happened after that, we were just relaxing and laughing together, and kissed some more. Then she asked me to go get some toilet-paper out of the bathroom so she could wipe the cum off. After that, I got myself dressed, kissed her goodbye and had her close the door behind me before she was going to jump in the shower. She wanted me to shower together with her, but I didn't feel like it, strangely enough.

During the drive back home, I just had the smuggest smile on my face and I could not get rid of it. And I was experiencing a level of post-sex euphoria that I've never had felt before.

I don't know what to say. I think I'm changing my mind when it comes to thinking that my teenage years were the best. Because this experience that I had today, easily blows EVERY SINGLE COPE I've ever had in my life, completely out of the water.

As much as I'm happy right now, I'm also kind of sad. How the FUCK is my Cadence plushie going to compete with this girl???

I don't fucking know. But I honestly don't want to think about it. Only time will tell. But I will always have her as a plan-B, in case this girl ever dumps me or whatever.

Right now I just want to enjoy these sweet memories that this girl has blessed me with.

I can still smell the scent of her pussy on my cock, lol. I refuse to shower now.
 

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I don't know what to say. I think I'm changing my mind when it comes to thinking that my teenage years were the best. Because this experience that I had today, easily blows EVERY SINGLE COPE I've ever had in my life, completely out of the water.
Captain Obvious here, but let's just review some great quotes:
  • At that moment it was extremely obvious that she was in fact a virgin, she barely knew what she was doing.
  • It really felt like I was grooming a high-tier slut at that point.
  • I really didn't want to cuck myself and lose my only chance of ever having raw, unprotected sex with a teen by saying no, so I just lied and said "don't worry, I've done this before with many girls". She just smiled, and said "ok".
  • It's as if that smell signalled something to my brain, that she's in her absolute prime of reproductiveness or something. I then started to penetrate her, and holy shit, she was reaaally fucking tight.
Even for normies, raw dogging a virgin teen is one of the best things.

Some aspects I didn't quite get, since I thought it was supposed to be bloody? But maybe that's if you break the hymen or something like that? Also I wondered if it was supposed to hurt her since her body wasn't used to it? But then again if she uses sex toys or whatever then she might have got used to it? And how the fuck didn't you blow your load in the first second of any sexual contact? And I'm not sure how to interpret the 1hr part, like was it 1hr of intercourse or just general sexual stuff? (Maybe this shows my age, but how could you have stayed hard for 1hr, let alone fuck for an 1hr without having debilitating cramps and spasms)

I think my favorite part was this:
Then I proceeded to undress her, starting with her T-shirt. She was wearing no bra, so I unveiled her small but adorable set of tits, I just couldn't help but touch them for a minute, before continuing with the undressing. I took off her shorts, and surprise surprise, no panties.
So no underwear this chick was wearing. Obviously she invited you over to fuck. You were already in before you were already in, if you know what I mean. So glad you didn't pussy out or do anything stupid like act like a cuck. Of course this means she's basically chose you and there was like nothing you could have really done if she hadn't - in retrospect, what did you do that could have been in your control that would have made her want you? Anything that could be reproduced by you, or by others?

Either way. RGIF is a support group and we have a success story! (I'd almost want to re-title this to "RGIF is a support group: Ascension story" just to let cucks know we do help people.
 

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But she instantly interrupted my move and took my hand to lead me to her room instead.
Girls will do that sometimes when you're a virgin and it's the first time you're going to be fucking them.

Some aspects I didn't quite get, since I thought it was supposed to be bloody?
If there was no blood, then I got some bad news for this guy.

And how the fuck didn't you blow your load in the first second of any sexual contact? And I'm not sure how to interpret the 1hr part, like was it 1hr of intercourse or just general sexual stuff? (Maybe this shows my age, but how could you have stayed hard for 1hr, let alone fuck for an 1hr without having debilitating cramps and spasms)
I've done that before when I was too drunk to come. Just fucked a girl for an hour till she said she wanted to stop. Antidepressants can also inhibit male orgasm.
 

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I've done that before when I was too drunk to come. Just fucked a girl for an hour till she said she wanted to stop. Antidepressants can also inhibit male orgasm.
I know that alcohol can mess up erections and ejaculations. I can't even jack off if I've had too much to drink.

All the posts that read like this end up being LARPs
I've considered that but luck does happen, and I'd rather give benefit of the doubt.
 

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I know that alcohol can mess up erections and ejaculations. I can't even jack off if I've had too much to drink.


I've considered that but luck does happen, and I'd rather give benefit of the doubt.
Sometimes I wish I was LARPING, since that would make a hell of a lot more sense than this whole mindfuck of a spectacle.

As much as I'm admittedly having the best time of my life right now, I'm still kind of sad that I won't be LDARING with my Cadence plushie on my bed for a while, as I was planning to do. Instead, this bitch came out of nowhere and "ruined" the life that I was planning to live. A life of pure peace and solitude.

As fun as it is to spend time with her, she does drain my energy quite a lot, in very different ways. Some positive, some negative.
Trust me, it's not all sunshine and rainbows with gfs. But I understand why she does these things, it's because of many reasons. One of them is to obviously 'test' how 'manly' I am, while the other is to sort of 'check' who is the real trophy between the two of us.

I think that's one of the major reasons why she likes me, because I pretty much 'don't care' who the trophy is in our relationship. Simply because I have a very nonchalant sort of attitude towards people in general, especially with foids, obviously due to all the bad experiences I've had through my life.

It sounds good to have a nonchalant personality, but trust me, it's not. Because I actually WANT to care about her, and people around me, but I just can't, at least not in a TRULY COMMITTED sense. Because I know it could change at any moment. She could suddenly dump me, my friend could suddenly ghost me, and my family could suddenly disown me. Although I desperately try to hold on to the idea that these things will never happen, I can't just lie to myself and say that people are perfect, because I know they're not, none of us are. We all have our own feelings and ambitions that can easily change with time.

That's why I'm trying my absolute hardest to just stay as neutral in this relationship as I can, to not 'fall in love' like a cuck. And just focus on creating as many beautiful memories with her as I possibly can. Because I know that the odds of her staying with me for a whole lifetime without ever cheating on me, is EXTREMELY fucking low. So I just plan to enjoy the ride as much as I can, cause I know it will most likely just crash and burn eventually.

As for her virginity, I honestly don't know. When I read all of you guy's comments on this thread, I immediately got extremely anxious of the thought that she may have slept with other dudes before me.

It never crossed my mind during the intercourse, but she did in fact never bleed during the whole ordeal. But I was talking with her today over FB, and asked her if she's ever played with toys before, she told me that she has, but that she stopped because it made her bleed one day and it scared her.

I don't know, I mean, it did make sense. But I guess you can never truly know, especially when being blackpilled about girls.

Hate to sound like a coping blue-pilled faggot, but I think I believe her. Because I just can't see her ever having slept with guys before me, especially considering how she was acting during the intercourse. She pretty much didn't know what the hell she was doing, I had to constantly lead her and ended up having to do all the work while she was just laying beneath me, shaking and moaning.

Either she was a legit virgin, or an EXTREMELY good and talented actress. And I just can't help but believe in the former.
 

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It’s quite the humble brag tbhtbh ngl ded srs
 

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yea bro ngl you make some convincing fan fictions but keep it to a limit eh. i dont want to read a novel
 

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Most incels would be too sensory overloaded to feel any pleasure from that
Yeah, I was wondering about that about sensation overload.

For example, no matter how tight her pussy might be, it won't be like an incel's vice-like grip. Would you even feel her or not. Also, with jerking off, you're literally in control of everything and how it feels, but if you're with a foid doing her own thing then maybe something won't work for you.

Either way, I don't think it's the sex part that's the soul crushing thing. It's the idea that a girl actually wants you. If I wanted a good sexual (physical) experience, I'd probably get a hooker. But at the end of the day, it was money that she wanted, not me. An actual girlfriend would be a completely different experience.
 

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As for her virginity, I honestly don't know. When I read all of you guy's comments on this thread, I immediately got extremely anxious of the thought that she may have slept with other dudes before me.

It never crossed my mind during the intercourse, but she did in fact never bleed during the whole ordeal. But I was talking with her today over FB, and asked her if she's ever played with toys before, she told me that she has, but that she stopped because it made her bleed one day and it scared her.

I don't know, I mean, it did make sense. But I guess you can never truly know, especially when being blackpilled about girls.

Hate to sound like a coping blue-pilled faggot, but I think I believe her. Because I just can't see her ever having slept with guys before me, especially considering how she was acting during the intercourse. She pretty much didn't know what the hell she was doing, I had to constantly lead her and ended up having to do all the work while she was just laying beneath me, shaking and moaning.

Either she was a legit virgin, or an EXTREMELY good and talented actress. And I just can't help but believe in the former.
This is why girls should get married off at 12 or 13, before they start messing around with Chad and/or sex toys. Anyway, you might ask, what kind of bleeding; like did it get blood everywhere or was it just a few drops? Because if she broke her hymen, there should've been blood everywhere.

I fucked a girl who claimed to be a virgin, and I commented about how there was no blood, and she just played it off; but later she admitted that a few weeks into the relationship she cheated and that was how she lost her virginity.
 

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